Post by silvertabby on Aug 30, 2007 13:46:39 GMT -5
Title: A letter to Mr. Harry James Potter
Sumarry:Minerva McGonagall, Headmistress of Hoguarts writes a letter to harry potter, the deepest secret, hidden under sternness and formal behavieur. Happens a little before Voldemort's end.
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disclaimer: I own nothing
Dear Harry,
After all this time of concilling this from the world, I see that you have to know, in order to win the war against Voldemort.
It was a very big mistake I made, I want you to know I am thruly sorry, and I just hope you won't hate me too much. I am only a poor old woman, standing alone a the edge of what may be the end of her world. It was hard, I am not heartless, the pain and guilt are my only friends today.
It was 17 years ago, Voldemort was very powerfull, we were desperate... It was only one thing, that we knew and had to use it against him, with all the risks:Me. He had, well, he had loved me during our school days, and never stopped to in all those years. I've never loved him, I hated him above anyone else, for he was the purpose I could never be with the one I thruly loved. Albus knew, it was very hard for him, but he let me do it. It was de only way the dark lord could be defeated...he was most happy to see me, he was dark, cold almost unhuman... Sleeping with him was the only way to get inside his mind, the only time when I could use legilimancy on him...I'm not a bitch...I was doing it to save the world, I was doing it on Dumbledore's orders, and my love for him was beyond anything in the world. And..and..and then I realised I was carrying Voldemort's child:you, Harry. I felt you would be the only one to be able to defeat him. I knew I couldn't keep you. I was torn between having a child, someone to call me mother, a child, I had wanted a chilld all my life, and now I was having one; and my love for Albus, It would've hurt him so much to know I was having the child of a man I hated, because of him, to wish it was his, to know I wished it was his...
I gave you to Lily, my favorit student and dear friend, young, good, inocent... You see, she couldn't have children, and she wanted one so much, she was so happy, so greatfull...It was our little secret, nobody else knew, not even James. But she didn't know what I was doing, poor child, I was killing her. I somehow ...knew he will go for you, that he will kill anyone in his way. It was my fault, but I didn't do it for my sake. I loved him so much!
I'm so very sorry,
Minerva McGonagall
Sumarry:Minerva McGonagall, Headmistress of Hoguarts writes a letter to harry potter, the deepest secret, hidden under sternness and formal behavieur. Happens a little before Voldemort's end.
Rate: hm...11+
disclaimer: I own nothing
Dear Harry,
After all this time of concilling this from the world, I see that you have to know, in order to win the war against Voldemort.
It was a very big mistake I made, I want you to know I am thruly sorry, and I just hope you won't hate me too much. I am only a poor old woman, standing alone a the edge of what may be the end of her world. It was hard, I am not heartless, the pain and guilt are my only friends today.
It was 17 years ago, Voldemort was very powerfull, we were desperate... It was only one thing, that we knew and had to use it against him, with all the risks:Me. He had, well, he had loved me during our school days, and never stopped to in all those years. I've never loved him, I hated him above anyone else, for he was the purpose I could never be with the one I thruly loved. Albus knew, it was very hard for him, but he let me do it. It was de only way the dark lord could be defeated...he was most happy to see me, he was dark, cold almost unhuman... Sleeping with him was the only way to get inside his mind, the only time when I could use legilimancy on him...I'm not a bitch...I was doing it to save the world, I was doing it on Dumbledore's orders, and my love for him was beyond anything in the world. And..and..and then I realised I was carrying Voldemort's child:you, Harry. I felt you would be the only one to be able to defeat him. I knew I couldn't keep you. I was torn between having a child, someone to call me mother, a child, I had wanted a chilld all my life, and now I was having one; and my love for Albus, It would've hurt him so much to know I was having the child of a man I hated, because of him, to wish it was his, to know I wished it was his...
I gave you to Lily, my favorit student and dear friend, young, good, inocent... You see, she couldn't have children, and she wanted one so much, she was so happy, so greatfull...It was our little secret, nobody else knew, not even James. But she didn't know what I was doing, poor child, I was killing her. I somehow ...knew he will go for you, that he will kill anyone in his way. It was my fault, but I didn't do it for my sake. I loved him so much!
I'm so very sorry,
Minerva McGonagall
