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Post by Tabby67 on Jul 27, 2006 3:58:43 GMT -5
I would scream at him, asking why in His name did he do that? Why did he crush my father and leave him depressed and suicidal? He didn't want to live anymore, and that scared the hell out of me. I don't know if any of yall have ahd to go through that or not, but it's scary, knowing the last time you talk to your father could be when you went and saw him in the hospital after he got his voice taken, watching and feeling him sob as you hugged him to you. It's down right horrifying. I couldn't and wouldn't sleep the entire montha nd a half he was in the hospital and I suffered for it greatly. I looked terrible and not like me anymore. If you look at my pictures I have up, try to imagine me with black circles under my eyes the size of tea bags. Literally. And my eyes more red from crying than my natural smokey blue colour. And I think that's good for now. Feel free to ask any questions. I'm more than happy to anwer them. ~Branda~
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