Post by Dream's Girl on Sept 14, 2009 9:14:40 GMT -5
Summary: sequel to You are my Queen. Between present and past, discover the life before and after Albus's death ADMM SSOC
Chapter 1
Minerva almost ran to the hospital wing. There were Nymphadora, Remus, Bill, Ron, Hermione and Harry Potter.
- Molly and Arthur will be here in about two minutes - she said. - What happened, Harry? According to Hagrid you were with Professor Dumbledore when... when it happened. And he said that Professor Snape was involved as once... – she was hardly constraining internal tremor. If Fawkes sang, they necessary had to prepare for the worst.
- Snape killed Dumbledore.
There was a moment of silence and she stared at him, then, frightening everyone she swayed. And madam Pomfrey, apparently, had to cope with her and rushed to her, drew out of the air a chair and pushed it under McGonagall.
- Snape - repeated McGonagall. Everything else she said was already purely automatic. Her heart stopped beating like if it would not break with the next blow. Hagrid did not tell her. He did do it. The phoenix sang, not treating someone as grieving... Albus...
It suddenly seemed that the essence of her parts: body and mind were in the hospital wing; but her soul... her soul... there were no words to convey what she felt during those first few minutes after the last hope had died... I’d have been easier if she also had died, but Albus had asked her to stay. She had made the pledge that she would live after...
It lasted all day long. Her mind controlled her actions, to collect all the will in a fist: she did the right thing that had to be done. She talked with the deans, with the Minister and her forces had left her for a minute, but then again, she took herself to the hands and continued to serve as everything had to be done... Hogwarts Express, dinner, cooking for funerals... oh Gods! You never know your true capacity before reaching your limits...
And then, late at night when she finally was left alone, the soul returned, and the new headmistress of Hogwarts, Professor McGonagall, joined in her new cabinet. Directly opposite to the entrance hang a portrait of her husband. Her forces left and Minerva fell on the carpet and burst into tears.
She always knew that Albus would leave before her. Eventually, she married a man considerably older than she was. Such an outcome was inevitable, but... after all, there was a huge difference between dying quietly in his bed, even holding her hands, or dying by his own pupil’s fault, almost his «right hand».
She knew that this would be; she was preparing herself for this. She knew that she wouldn’t see him alive anymore, this morning when he kissed her goodbye when she promised to live, after... she knew, but this became even more painful...
After half an hour in the room, her daughter entered carrying the Phoenix in her hand. She silently helped her mother to get up, then sat on the sofa by the window and gave her hot chocolate. Having recently ceased crying, Minerva cried again. She looked at the face of her daughter and Dumbledore’s features painful cut on the heart. The piercing blue eyes, exactly like her father’s, looked knowingly as if the daughter was trying to give her all the love which she has only had it a little rest. Minerva smiled through her tears, her daughter smiled in response such a familiar Albus’s smile that Professor McGonagall again was unable to restrain herself.
- Thanks, that gave me at least half an hour, - she whispered through her tears.
- They are all there with his body, Mom - at the word «body» Minerva shivered. This morning, the one who was now a «body» hugged her in the very same sofa, said he loved her, asked her to smile because her smile was so beautiful... And now ...
When her daughter entered the room where the body laid, all who sited there looked at them, sat for a couple of minutes and, in turn, embraced them. Her brother-in-law Aberforth Dumbledore and her daughter sat with her still half an hour, then left, giving her the opportunity to bid farewell without witnesses. Minerva and Albus all the life preferred to express their feelings to each other, without witnesses.
She looked at the serene face of Albus. At heart she also became easier, the tears almost dried. She gently took his hand and intertwined their fingers. He loved to sit by the fireplace at night, embraced and binding fingers... every time, as in the first toy when she spit, abandoning the Lemon drops. Every time, he obviously won, and she ate it from his hands…how much they ate it for forty years of life... « Thirty-Nine», - she corrected herself mentally. - «The next year, it would have been forty ...»
With her free hand she gently held his silver hair. She remembered them when they were red when he was still saddle... With her magic wand, she cut off the lock and put it in her pocket. Already, she had not plait his hair and beard in braids, pleasantry noticing that he had hair longer than she had ...
She gently held her hand to his forehead, his cheeks, then by the long broken nose, the mouths. There were tears on her eyes. She had bent down and began to cover his face with kisses and tears... She knew that he would not open a single eye, but... Love had a great strength, as he liked to said ...
She bent down her face in his chest where the heart was; a knocking she would never hear again...
So why was it that way? What's the scene of the tragedy? He died, and her love was living... and would live until now if she just did not close her eyes and if her glorious smile does not erase all the concerns of years life without him...
TBC
Chapter 1
Minerva almost ran to the hospital wing. There were Nymphadora, Remus, Bill, Ron, Hermione and Harry Potter.
- Molly and Arthur will be here in about two minutes - she said. - What happened, Harry? According to Hagrid you were with Professor Dumbledore when... when it happened. And he said that Professor Snape was involved as once... – she was hardly constraining internal tremor. If Fawkes sang, they necessary had to prepare for the worst.
- Snape killed Dumbledore.
There was a moment of silence and she stared at him, then, frightening everyone she swayed. And madam Pomfrey, apparently, had to cope with her and rushed to her, drew out of the air a chair and pushed it under McGonagall.
- Snape - repeated McGonagall. Everything else she said was already purely automatic. Her heart stopped beating like if it would not break with the next blow. Hagrid did not tell her. He did do it. The phoenix sang, not treating someone as grieving... Albus...
It suddenly seemed that the essence of her parts: body and mind were in the hospital wing; but her soul... her soul... there were no words to convey what she felt during those first few minutes after the last hope had died... I’d have been easier if she also had died, but Albus had asked her to stay. She had made the pledge that she would live after...
It lasted all day long. Her mind controlled her actions, to collect all the will in a fist: she did the right thing that had to be done. She talked with the deans, with the Minister and her forces had left her for a minute, but then again, she took herself to the hands and continued to serve as everything had to be done... Hogwarts Express, dinner, cooking for funerals... oh Gods! You never know your true capacity before reaching your limits...
And then, late at night when she finally was left alone, the soul returned, and the new headmistress of Hogwarts, Professor McGonagall, joined in her new cabinet. Directly opposite to the entrance hang a portrait of her husband. Her forces left and Minerva fell on the carpet and burst into tears.
She always knew that Albus would leave before her. Eventually, she married a man considerably older than she was. Such an outcome was inevitable, but... after all, there was a huge difference between dying quietly in his bed, even holding her hands, or dying by his own pupil’s fault, almost his «right hand».
She knew that this would be; she was preparing herself for this. She knew that she wouldn’t see him alive anymore, this morning when he kissed her goodbye when she promised to live, after... she knew, but this became even more painful...
After half an hour in the room, her daughter entered carrying the Phoenix in her hand. She silently helped her mother to get up, then sat on the sofa by the window and gave her hot chocolate. Having recently ceased crying, Minerva cried again. She looked at the face of her daughter and Dumbledore’s features painful cut on the heart. The piercing blue eyes, exactly like her father’s, looked knowingly as if the daughter was trying to give her all the love which she has only had it a little rest. Minerva smiled through her tears, her daughter smiled in response such a familiar Albus’s smile that Professor McGonagall again was unable to restrain herself.
- Thanks, that gave me at least half an hour, - she whispered through her tears.
- They are all there with his body, Mom - at the word «body» Minerva shivered. This morning, the one who was now a «body» hugged her in the very same sofa, said he loved her, asked her to smile because her smile was so beautiful... And now ...
When her daughter entered the room where the body laid, all who sited there looked at them, sat for a couple of minutes and, in turn, embraced them. Her brother-in-law Aberforth Dumbledore and her daughter sat with her still half an hour, then left, giving her the opportunity to bid farewell without witnesses. Minerva and Albus all the life preferred to express their feelings to each other, without witnesses.
She looked at the serene face of Albus. At heart she also became easier, the tears almost dried. She gently took his hand and intertwined their fingers. He loved to sit by the fireplace at night, embraced and binding fingers... every time, as in the first toy when she spit, abandoning the Lemon drops. Every time, he obviously won, and she ate it from his hands…how much they ate it for forty years of life... « Thirty-Nine», - she corrected herself mentally. - «The next year, it would have been forty ...»
With her free hand she gently held his silver hair. She remembered them when they were red when he was still saddle... With her magic wand, she cut off the lock and put it in her pocket. Already, she had not plait his hair and beard in braids, pleasantry noticing that he had hair longer than she had ...
She gently held her hand to his forehead, his cheeks, then by the long broken nose, the mouths. There were tears on her eyes. She had bent down and began to cover his face with kisses and tears... She knew that he would not open a single eye, but... Love had a great strength, as he liked to said ...
She bent down her face in his chest where the heart was; a knocking she would never hear again...
So why was it that way? What's the scene of the tragedy? He died, and her love was living... and would live until now if she just did not close her eyes and if her glorious smile does not erase all the concerns of years life without him...
TBC