Depressed

[minnie313]

Well... Hi everyone!!! I know I should keep on working on my other fic but... I couldn't help write this in my French course (which is always so boring)... well... I didn't really know where to post it so I put it here... hope you enjoy... (this is an OS)



Depressed...

rating: K

summary: Min is depressed...

disclaimer: you really think I owe HP ? you're very mad... If I did, I wouldn't be a student with not much money but a very rich woman...

Minerva's POV

Well... What can I say?
I just... want to cry... but no one's there so I cannot...
I... want to... run away from here?
No... because... if I ever do that... I won't see him again and... I cannot even bear the idea... I cannot let him down neither... not now...
I know HE's worried... all my friends are... ( but are they really my friends?)... well pathetic enough, I do think even the students are concerned...
But I cannot tell them that... all I want... need... desperately... is someone I can run off to when all is bad because I'm too proud to let them in... my temper kept them away from me anyway... they're afraid of my wrath... too afraid to come and help... me.... ludicrous ain't it ? And... well... as for the men... I'm to plain, anyway... they wouldn't want to let me cry on their shoulders, would they?
I know I shouldn't have those thoughts 'cause I'll be depressed until HE make me smile... hahaha...
I don't wanna see him because I love him... and it hurts because... I fully well know he doesn't return my feelings... but... yet... I cannot be away from him because I do need to see him every moment...
His twinkling blue eyes are what make me get up every morning... pathetic isn't it? especially when we all know HE will never love me as I love him? yes, I know... I just can't help...
I NEED HIM but I CAN'T HAVE HIM... THAT is my despair... But... as usual... I know my best friend (HIM) is worried about me and...
but he souldn't worry... He cannot do anything about it anyway...
He should stop being so concerned about my welfare... that's what makes things so difficult... his kindness... but... isn't everyone a little depressed sometimes?
I'll be better tomorrow... a nice cup of tea and a good night's sleep has always been the most efficient medicine for people feeling unloved, transparent and non existent...

Well... anyway...

What time is it? 7p.m. ...

I better take a shower... I still have papers to grade...


The end...

So... what do you think?... I know it's rather confused but... apart of it? Review please!!!
thanks,

minnie313

[madditmcgranitt]

You know I love your stories .... and this too
but .... is so sad!
but maybe you decide to post another point of view and ...
anyway good job

[minnie313]

Well, you know, I was feeling rather depressed the previous night and ... well... this came to me... It was supposed to be an OS but... I'll try to find something lighter after this and my current fic... what do you think about Albus' birthday ? I already have an idea... What do you think about it? ;D

minnie313

[madditmcgranitt]

oh my dear I hope you feel better ... during evenings depression are frequent in winter, but easily treated with 1) a loving boy 2) hot chocolate (the luckiest girl can have hot chocolate served from a loving boy!) or maybe (I've never tried it for the good of ' humanity) by writing, as you do, very beautiful stories!
the idea of organizing a possible explanation on Albus birthday to me seems very nice. Although she does not want to see him she will still have to give him wishes for his birthday (yes I know my English is bad .. sorry) and also a gift and maybe once she could receive the gift ... and maybe even I because I could read more of your story!

[minnie313]

Well... I'll do that... A story without tears... (how very difficult for me... lol ;D) I'lltry to not begin with that without finishing my current story... (how very difficult too ;D)...

minnie313

[greenlover2]

nnnoooo.....sooooo sad *wipes tear*
like it..
you should maybe add another persons point of view to this.....person can be whoever you want.....Albus please..hehe...^_^