Post by minervathefeline on Jun 16, 2010 14:29:13 GMT -5
For those of you who have been following, this is the prequel to Two's a Company. It explains most of the stuff behind it, but you don't have to read it first. (Although I would really like it if you did!)
I know I say this every time, but PLEASE, for the love of all that is holy, REVIEW. Even if it's to say the story is total crap. It takes five seconds, and it makes my day.
Here we go. Summary: Minerva wakes up one morning to find that life as she knows it has changed beyond recognition. How will this affect, not only her relationship with Dumbledore, but everyone else around her? AU, post-DH.
Rating: PG-13. Probably. I've never been good with the whole rating thing.
The Effect
Chapter 1
The first day of summer vacation dawned bright and warm. The change in atmosphere from last summer seemed almost tangible; the sky actually looked bluer, the grass greener, the sun looked brighter and warmer, and Hogwarts even seemed more sturdy and welcoming than ever before. Professor McGonagall arose at her usual ungodly hour, her bare feet hitting the cold stone floor with a familiar slap.
She turned to the window and surveyed the grounds, pulling the curtains open and unfastening the latch on the window. It felt good to finally open her window without fearing what might come inside.
She pulled on her tartan dressing gown as she passed it, swinging her braid back over her shoulder so that it hung down her back. She used the loo that was adjacent to her bedroom, then exited into her sitting room. Opening the curtains in there too, she turned at the sound of a loud crack behind her.
A small house-elf stood there, holding a cup of steaming tea on a saucer over her head. Still, McGonagall had to bend down in order to reach it.
“Thank you, Florry,” she replied, grateful that Florry remembered that she liked her tea in the morning. Well, needed was probably a more accurate term. McGonagall may have been a morning person, but she still needed something to get her going.
Instead of replying, “Good-morning, Professor,” as Florry usually did, accompanied by a curtsey, she stared at her mistress in shock.
“Mistress McGonagall,” the small house-elf gasped, “you is looking amazing today. Florry is wondering what has happened!”
McGonagall frowned at the elf. “What are you talking about?” she asked. Florry shook her head.
“Mistress hasn’t seen herself yet? Florry thought her mistress knew!” The elf shook her head again, her large ears flapping vigorously. Quickly losing patience with the elf, McGonagall turned to the large mirror that hung on the wall above the fireplace mantle, and gasped.
What had happened? She barely resembled the person she’d been yesterday! She was getting on in years, she knew that; she would be seventy-three in October. But now…now, she looked more like a twenty-year-old than a woman in her seventies! Her skin, which only yesterday and been rather wrinkled, drooping slightly off the frame of her face, was now tight and smooth, a flawless, pale membrane that covered, now that she checked, her entire body.
She dropped her gaze to her hands, turning them over as she examined the long fingers and perfect nails. She returned her gaze to the mirror, still dumbfounded by her appearance.
Her lips were full, a perfect double curve, and the corners were bent downwards in a frown as she surveyed herself. Her jaw was strong but delicate, and just above that, her ears, partially covered by her braided black hair. She had high cheekbones that cut across her face, and just above them, her eyes.
Her eyes were sharp, excellent at spotting lies in a student and trouble in a mass of people. They had become an indefinable colour with age, some days grey, others green, and still others a dark hazel. But now, looking so much younger, they were deep green, framed by thick, long lashes and slanting, thin, sceptical eyebrows.
She’d always been tall, and that hadn’t changed. Her posture had never been tired, per se, just a little worn, but now it seemed determined and defiant, giving her the appearance of an independent woman who could and would take care of herself, which is exactly what she was.
Suddenly, she whirled around, stalked to her bedroom, dressed, (though the robes needed some alterations), and re-braided her hair, not having the patience to put it up. Besides, she had a feeling it would look sort of silly in a bun. Snatching her wand and stowing it in her robes, she swept out the door, not even noticing how much more energy she had than usual.
Professor McGonagall stood on the spiral staircase, tapping her foot with increasing impatience the nearer she drew to the top. When the staircase had come to a stop, she knocked on the door to Dumbledore’s office. When there was no answer, she scowled, drew her wand, unlocked the door, and let herself in.
She stormed through his office, marched up the stairs, and knocked on the door to his private study. There was no answer.
“Dumbledore!” she shouted, pounding on the door. “Wake up! Dammit, Albus, get up!” When there was still no answer, McGonagall dropped her fist in defeat, growling to herself, only to look up as the door swung open.
Then there was a moment when neither of them spoke, only to stare at each other in shock. Dumbledore looked as different as McGonagall did.
He had dark, tousled auburn hair that was a good deal shorter than it had been only yesterday. It reached just past his shoulders and looked clean and thick. His beard reached the middle of his chest and appeared thick and somewhat rough. His bright blue eyes still sparkled but his face hadn’t a single crease or wrinkle, except for the laugh lines near his eyes.
As she watched, Dumbledore’s mouth dropped open in a small round ‘o’, stunned into silence.
“Dumbledore?” McGonagall asked, her delicate eyebrows arched. She rose up onto her toes to better look him in the eye. “Albus?”
Dumbledore cleared his throat. “Well, this is interesting,” he said thoughtfully, but he sounded slightly hoarse.
“That’s one way of putting it,” McGonagall snapped. “Any ideas?” Dumbledore chuckled, finally seeming to break out of his trance. He grinned down at her, his eyes twinkling madly.
“My dear Professor, let’s take this a little slower, shall we? Why don’t you go down and wait in my office while I get dressed, get yourself a cup of tea,”—she never knew how, but he always seemed to know when she hadn’t had her cup of tea in the morning—“and I’ll be down shortly to see what has happened. This is certainly interesting.”
McGonagall glanced at his clothes and only then noticed that he was wearing a long white nightdress with his purple embroidered nightgown overtop. She also couldn’t help noticing that he was very thin, as always, but his shoulders seemed slightly broader, and his hands stronger, today.
“Er, yes, alright then,” she muttered, turning away and heading for the stairs that led to his office. She could hear him chuckling behind her.
“Well?” she asked impatiently as Dumbledore rose to his feet, turning away from the fireplace and towards her.
“I really don’t know what happened, Minerva,” he said. “Kingsley looks just like we do, and he says that everyone he’s seen so far has experienced similar effects. He’ll contact other ministries to see if it’s only the British that have been affected.”
McGonagall sighed and took a sip of tea. She didn’t like this, not at all.
Dumbledore cleared his throat. “You do look ravishing, Minerva, if I may say so,” he said, his eyes twinkling madly.
McGonagall opened her mouth, but just then a volley of knocks sounded on the office door. This was good, in a way, because she couldn’t think of anything to say.
Dumbledore swept to the door to allow the person in. McGonagall rose to her feet and turned as the newcomer swept in. It was Severus Snape.
McGonagall could hardly contain the smirk that crossed her face at the sight of the Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher. She wasn’t really a smirking person, but Snape seemed to bring out the worst in her.
He had long black hair that reached his shoulders, but it actually looked washed. His skin was pale, not sallow like it usually was. His nose was still hooked, but his face was younger, more youthful looking. The lines that had appeared with stress over the years were gone, but there was a crease in forehead that she suspected was due to the current situation.
There was a semi-awkward moment as they stared at each other, registering who it was. McGonagall knew that, out of the three of them, she looked the most different. He wasn’t hard to recognize, having taught him for seven years, then worked alongside him for seventeen. Well, not exactly alongside him—she was still deputy headmistress. There was that last year that he had been headmaster, but she had mentally repressed that awful time, even though it was only a month ago.
Lost in her depressing recollections, she turned from Snape back to the desk, where Dumbledore was already seated. She sank down weakly in her chair, gripping her teacup hard. She knew what was coming. One of her flashbacks.
“Where’s Longbottom?” she demanded of her seventh year Gryffindors, panic gripping her instantly. She searched the sea of faces, looking for one that would help. Seamus Finnegan was pale, she noted. “Mr Finnegan?” she asked, trying to keep the bite out of her voice. From the look on his face, she hadn’t succeeded. “I—I don’t know,” he answered, his voice breaking. “We just had Muggle Studies, and…” The look on his face wasn’t because of her, McGonagall realized with horror. Longbottom had aggravated the Carrows. Again. She nodded mutely. “Thank you, Mr Finnegan,” she said briskly. As she carried on with the lesson, she remembered the first time this had happened. A wave of what seemed remarkably like nausea had swept over her. “Behave,” she’d told them. Then she’d left them, marching down the corridor, heading for Snape’s office. She’d knocked at the door at the end of the spiral staircase, realizing too late that there were voices, angry voices, inside. She’d pushed open the door, revealing a highly irritated Severus Snape and an extremely pale Neville Longbottom. “Professor McGonagall, what can I do for you?” he’d asked in his silky voice. “I came to find out where my student is,” she had snapped. “I’m afraid Longbottom was sent to see me by Professor Carrow,” Snape had said, not sounding sorry in the least. “Well, I’m afraid that Longbottom is missing class, so if you’ll excuse us, Professor, I’m sure he will report for detention with Professor Carrow tonight—he certainly won’t be the only one,” McGonagall had replied boldly. “Come along, Mr Longbottom.” Snape had half risen, furiously, from his chair, but she’d already pushed Longbottom ahead of her and out the office. Neither of them spoke on the way back to the classroom. It was quieter than a funeral. They, her students, looked amazed as she returned, and hopeful, and McGonagall had hoped to Merlin she could keep them hopeful, but it hadn’t lasted. They’d had a visitor that night, in the staff room. The Carrows hadn’t been happy with her. Now, when a student went missing during class, she could do nothing. Before, where there’d been that flicker of hope, there was only that dull look of horror on their faces. Her students…she tried to protect them, but there was only so much she could do. Only so much she could do against the Death Eaters…
This year would never end.
“Minerva? Are you alright?” McGonagall gradually became aware of Dumbledore talking to her, kneeling in front of her, hand half-raised as if to grip her shoulder. It dropped when she focused. She shook her head, trying to clear it.
“Yes,” she replied, but her voice was barely a whisper, and it broke. She cleared her throat but could say no more. She became aware of blood running down her wrist; she was holding the teacup so hard she’d cracked the rim. She relinquished her hold on it, and the blood flowed from her hand more freely.
Those flashbacks came unexpectedly now, taking her over completely, and as clear as if she was seeing the memory in a Pensieve. Inescapable, because she didn’t know what triggered them. All she could do was wait for them to be done.
Dumbledore had made a movement towards her. She looked at the blood flowing from her hand and clenched it into a fist. That year was over, it was done. She closed her eyes. Physical pain was so much easier. She had to let it go. This was hard on Albus, she knew. He’d had to leave, pretending he was dead, faking his own death. He’d left her, left them all, in hell. McGonagall swallowed. He was back now, that was what mattered. If this was the price for his return, so be it.
He leaned towards her now, offering her a long bandage. She took it and wrapped it around the cut. Dumbledore took her hand and squeezed it gently. She saw the Temporary Sticking Charm fasten the end of the bandage.
She felt someone move beside her, and she glanced up at Snape. She recognized that look in his eyes—it was the one she felt reflected in hers. That look of helplessness, of horror, the look of person stuck in the bottom of a grave. She knew that he knew what she was thinking. The look in his eyes made it too real, though; she looked away first.
Dumbledore was looking between them, and the pain on his face made him look ancient despite the youthfulness.
“I’m sorry,” Snape whispered. McGonagall had nothing to say.
Snape sank into another chair, and they sat in silence for a while, forgetting the reason they were all there together, each lost in their own memories…
A loud knock on the door jolted them all back to reality. With a flick of his wand, Dumbledore opened the door, and there stood an anxious, young-looking Filius Flitwick and Poppy Pomfrey.
TBC
Well, there you are! Let me know what you all think, even if you hate it, that's good too! Sort of. Whatever. Reviews, and you will get another chapter, and maybe some e-galleons.
Oh yes, and in case you hadn't noticed, my fics generally revolve around Dumbledore and Snape being alive, as I generally prefer this to death. Despite what Dumbledore thinks about death being 'the next great adventure', I would prefer it if they were alive. However, as seen in Two's a Company, most everyone else that was supposed to die, dies. If you disagree, well, too bad. I'm happily in denial.
I have rambled on enough for all of you, I think, so I'll shut up now. Let the reviews begin!
I know I say this every time, but PLEASE, for the love of all that is holy, REVIEW. Even if it's to say the story is total crap. It takes five seconds, and it makes my day.
Here we go. Summary: Minerva wakes up one morning to find that life as she knows it has changed beyond recognition. How will this affect, not only her relationship with Dumbledore, but everyone else around her? AU, post-DH.
Rating: PG-13. Probably. I've never been good with the whole rating thing.
The Effect
Chapter 1
The first day of summer vacation dawned bright and warm. The change in atmosphere from last summer seemed almost tangible; the sky actually looked bluer, the grass greener, the sun looked brighter and warmer, and Hogwarts even seemed more sturdy and welcoming than ever before. Professor McGonagall arose at her usual ungodly hour, her bare feet hitting the cold stone floor with a familiar slap.
She turned to the window and surveyed the grounds, pulling the curtains open and unfastening the latch on the window. It felt good to finally open her window without fearing what might come inside.
She pulled on her tartan dressing gown as she passed it, swinging her braid back over her shoulder so that it hung down her back. She used the loo that was adjacent to her bedroom, then exited into her sitting room. Opening the curtains in there too, she turned at the sound of a loud crack behind her.
A small house-elf stood there, holding a cup of steaming tea on a saucer over her head. Still, McGonagall had to bend down in order to reach it.
“Thank you, Florry,” she replied, grateful that Florry remembered that she liked her tea in the morning. Well, needed was probably a more accurate term. McGonagall may have been a morning person, but she still needed something to get her going.
Instead of replying, “Good-morning, Professor,” as Florry usually did, accompanied by a curtsey, she stared at her mistress in shock.
“Mistress McGonagall,” the small house-elf gasped, “you is looking amazing today. Florry is wondering what has happened!”
McGonagall frowned at the elf. “What are you talking about?” she asked. Florry shook her head.
“Mistress hasn’t seen herself yet? Florry thought her mistress knew!” The elf shook her head again, her large ears flapping vigorously. Quickly losing patience with the elf, McGonagall turned to the large mirror that hung on the wall above the fireplace mantle, and gasped.
What had happened? She barely resembled the person she’d been yesterday! She was getting on in years, she knew that; she would be seventy-three in October. But now…now, she looked more like a twenty-year-old than a woman in her seventies! Her skin, which only yesterday and been rather wrinkled, drooping slightly off the frame of her face, was now tight and smooth, a flawless, pale membrane that covered, now that she checked, her entire body.
She dropped her gaze to her hands, turning them over as she examined the long fingers and perfect nails. She returned her gaze to the mirror, still dumbfounded by her appearance.
Her lips were full, a perfect double curve, and the corners were bent downwards in a frown as she surveyed herself. Her jaw was strong but delicate, and just above that, her ears, partially covered by her braided black hair. She had high cheekbones that cut across her face, and just above them, her eyes.
Her eyes were sharp, excellent at spotting lies in a student and trouble in a mass of people. They had become an indefinable colour with age, some days grey, others green, and still others a dark hazel. But now, looking so much younger, they were deep green, framed by thick, long lashes and slanting, thin, sceptical eyebrows.
She’d always been tall, and that hadn’t changed. Her posture had never been tired, per se, just a little worn, but now it seemed determined and defiant, giving her the appearance of an independent woman who could and would take care of herself, which is exactly what she was.
Suddenly, she whirled around, stalked to her bedroom, dressed, (though the robes needed some alterations), and re-braided her hair, not having the patience to put it up. Besides, she had a feeling it would look sort of silly in a bun. Snatching her wand and stowing it in her robes, she swept out the door, not even noticing how much more energy she had than usual.
Professor McGonagall stood on the spiral staircase, tapping her foot with increasing impatience the nearer she drew to the top. When the staircase had come to a stop, she knocked on the door to Dumbledore’s office. When there was no answer, she scowled, drew her wand, unlocked the door, and let herself in.
She stormed through his office, marched up the stairs, and knocked on the door to his private study. There was no answer.
“Dumbledore!” she shouted, pounding on the door. “Wake up! Dammit, Albus, get up!” When there was still no answer, McGonagall dropped her fist in defeat, growling to herself, only to look up as the door swung open.
Then there was a moment when neither of them spoke, only to stare at each other in shock. Dumbledore looked as different as McGonagall did.
He had dark, tousled auburn hair that was a good deal shorter than it had been only yesterday. It reached just past his shoulders and looked clean and thick. His beard reached the middle of his chest and appeared thick and somewhat rough. His bright blue eyes still sparkled but his face hadn’t a single crease or wrinkle, except for the laugh lines near his eyes.
As she watched, Dumbledore’s mouth dropped open in a small round ‘o’, stunned into silence.
“Dumbledore?” McGonagall asked, her delicate eyebrows arched. She rose up onto her toes to better look him in the eye. “Albus?”
Dumbledore cleared his throat. “Well, this is interesting,” he said thoughtfully, but he sounded slightly hoarse.
“That’s one way of putting it,” McGonagall snapped. “Any ideas?” Dumbledore chuckled, finally seeming to break out of his trance. He grinned down at her, his eyes twinkling madly.
“My dear Professor, let’s take this a little slower, shall we? Why don’t you go down and wait in my office while I get dressed, get yourself a cup of tea,”—she never knew how, but he always seemed to know when she hadn’t had her cup of tea in the morning—“and I’ll be down shortly to see what has happened. This is certainly interesting.”
McGonagall glanced at his clothes and only then noticed that he was wearing a long white nightdress with his purple embroidered nightgown overtop. She also couldn’t help noticing that he was very thin, as always, but his shoulders seemed slightly broader, and his hands stronger, today.
“Er, yes, alright then,” she muttered, turning away and heading for the stairs that led to his office. She could hear him chuckling behind her.
* * *
“Well?” she asked impatiently as Dumbledore rose to his feet, turning away from the fireplace and towards her.
“I really don’t know what happened, Minerva,” he said. “Kingsley looks just like we do, and he says that everyone he’s seen so far has experienced similar effects. He’ll contact other ministries to see if it’s only the British that have been affected.”
McGonagall sighed and took a sip of tea. She didn’t like this, not at all.
Dumbledore cleared his throat. “You do look ravishing, Minerva, if I may say so,” he said, his eyes twinkling madly.
McGonagall opened her mouth, but just then a volley of knocks sounded on the office door. This was good, in a way, because she couldn’t think of anything to say.
Dumbledore swept to the door to allow the person in. McGonagall rose to her feet and turned as the newcomer swept in. It was Severus Snape.
McGonagall could hardly contain the smirk that crossed her face at the sight of the Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher. She wasn’t really a smirking person, but Snape seemed to bring out the worst in her.
He had long black hair that reached his shoulders, but it actually looked washed. His skin was pale, not sallow like it usually was. His nose was still hooked, but his face was younger, more youthful looking. The lines that had appeared with stress over the years were gone, but there was a crease in forehead that she suspected was due to the current situation.
There was a semi-awkward moment as they stared at each other, registering who it was. McGonagall knew that, out of the three of them, she looked the most different. He wasn’t hard to recognize, having taught him for seven years, then worked alongside him for seventeen. Well, not exactly alongside him—she was still deputy headmistress. There was that last year that he had been headmaster, but she had mentally repressed that awful time, even though it was only a month ago.
Lost in her depressing recollections, she turned from Snape back to the desk, where Dumbledore was already seated. She sank down weakly in her chair, gripping her teacup hard. She knew what was coming. One of her flashbacks.
“Where’s Longbottom?” she demanded of her seventh year Gryffindors, panic gripping her instantly. She searched the sea of faces, looking for one that would help. Seamus Finnegan was pale, she noted. “Mr Finnegan?” she asked, trying to keep the bite out of her voice. From the look on his face, she hadn’t succeeded. “I—I don’t know,” he answered, his voice breaking. “We just had Muggle Studies, and…” The look on his face wasn’t because of her, McGonagall realized with horror. Longbottom had aggravated the Carrows. Again. She nodded mutely. “Thank you, Mr Finnegan,” she said briskly. As she carried on with the lesson, she remembered the first time this had happened. A wave of what seemed remarkably like nausea had swept over her. “Behave,” she’d told them. Then she’d left them, marching down the corridor, heading for Snape’s office. She’d knocked at the door at the end of the spiral staircase, realizing too late that there were voices, angry voices, inside. She’d pushed open the door, revealing a highly irritated Severus Snape and an extremely pale Neville Longbottom. “Professor McGonagall, what can I do for you?” he’d asked in his silky voice. “I came to find out where my student is,” she had snapped. “I’m afraid Longbottom was sent to see me by Professor Carrow,” Snape had said, not sounding sorry in the least. “Well, I’m afraid that Longbottom is missing class, so if you’ll excuse us, Professor, I’m sure he will report for detention with Professor Carrow tonight—he certainly won’t be the only one,” McGonagall had replied boldly. “Come along, Mr Longbottom.” Snape had half risen, furiously, from his chair, but she’d already pushed Longbottom ahead of her and out the office. Neither of them spoke on the way back to the classroom. It was quieter than a funeral. They, her students, looked amazed as she returned, and hopeful, and McGonagall had hoped to Merlin she could keep them hopeful, but it hadn’t lasted. They’d had a visitor that night, in the staff room. The Carrows hadn’t been happy with her. Now, when a student went missing during class, she could do nothing. Before, where there’d been that flicker of hope, there was only that dull look of horror on their faces. Her students…she tried to protect them, but there was only so much she could do. Only so much she could do against the Death Eaters…
This year would never end.
“Minerva? Are you alright?” McGonagall gradually became aware of Dumbledore talking to her, kneeling in front of her, hand half-raised as if to grip her shoulder. It dropped when she focused. She shook her head, trying to clear it.
“Yes,” she replied, but her voice was barely a whisper, and it broke. She cleared her throat but could say no more. She became aware of blood running down her wrist; she was holding the teacup so hard she’d cracked the rim. She relinquished her hold on it, and the blood flowed from her hand more freely.
Those flashbacks came unexpectedly now, taking her over completely, and as clear as if she was seeing the memory in a Pensieve. Inescapable, because she didn’t know what triggered them. All she could do was wait for them to be done.
Dumbledore had made a movement towards her. She looked at the blood flowing from her hand and clenched it into a fist. That year was over, it was done. She closed her eyes. Physical pain was so much easier. She had to let it go. This was hard on Albus, she knew. He’d had to leave, pretending he was dead, faking his own death. He’d left her, left them all, in hell. McGonagall swallowed. He was back now, that was what mattered. If this was the price for his return, so be it.
He leaned towards her now, offering her a long bandage. She took it and wrapped it around the cut. Dumbledore took her hand and squeezed it gently. She saw the Temporary Sticking Charm fasten the end of the bandage.
She felt someone move beside her, and she glanced up at Snape. She recognized that look in his eyes—it was the one she felt reflected in hers. That look of helplessness, of horror, the look of person stuck in the bottom of a grave. She knew that he knew what she was thinking. The look in his eyes made it too real, though; she looked away first.
Dumbledore was looking between them, and the pain on his face made him look ancient despite the youthfulness.
“I’m sorry,” Snape whispered. McGonagall had nothing to say.
Snape sank into another chair, and they sat in silence for a while, forgetting the reason they were all there together, each lost in their own memories…
A loud knock on the door jolted them all back to reality. With a flick of his wand, Dumbledore opened the door, and there stood an anxious, young-looking Filius Flitwick and Poppy Pomfrey.
TBC
Well, there you are! Let me know what you all think, even if you hate it, that's good too! Sort of. Whatever. Reviews, and you will get another chapter, and maybe some e-galleons.
Oh yes, and in case you hadn't noticed, my fics generally revolve around Dumbledore and Snape being alive, as I generally prefer this to death. Despite what Dumbledore thinks about death being 'the next great adventure', I would prefer it if they were alive. However, as seen in Two's a Company, most everyone else that was supposed to die, dies. If you disagree, well, too bad. I'm happily in denial.
I have rambled on enough for all of you, I think, so I'll shut up now. Let the reviews begin!