Post by laurhiddles on Jun 3, 2015 21:35:31 GMT -5
Hi I'm a newbie and I wanted to write After Dumbledores death and who his ghost won't let her go.
song is ghost by Ella Henderson
I keep going to the river to pray
'Cause I need something that can wash out the pain
And at most I'm sleeping all these demons away
But your ghost, the ghost of you
It keeps me awake
More nights than I care to admit I wake up in the middle of the night screaming his name, only to reassured he's gone by him not comforting me. I end up sleeping on his side of the bed to try and ease myself that He's still there, because some days he is. Some days I can see his ghost as plain as i can see my reflection in the mirror. I used to think I was going a bit mad, however these days I guess I miss him so much it became normalcy.
"Tabby, why are you awake?" He whispered.
He stood at the end of the bed with a rather concerned look on his face, well as concerned as a ghost could be.
"Because you won't let me sleep, Albus!" I mumbled
He folded his arms across his chest like a small child as he shook his head negatively.
"I am not. I just got here." Albus smiled.
I felt the tears begin to burn in my eyes as I looked up at him, part of me hoping he would disappeared even though I knew he wouldn't.
"Why can't you let me go, Albus?" I whispered.
He floated closer to me, almost close enough to reach out and touch me if he was able.
"Because you haven't let me go, Minerva." He whispered.
I wrapped my arms around myself as the tears began to flow freely. I couldn't let him go, how could I when even never even told me what he was doing? Hell he never even told me there was a risk, I couldn't let him go.
"I'm afraid I can't do that, Albus." I chocked out.
I was Minerva McGongall I didn't cry, I wasn't a crier but God I missed him, I needed him more than he knew.
"Than I'm afraid, you're stuck with my ghost, Minerva!" Albus said.
He floated back across the room as he looked at me with pity, gosh why was he feeling sorry for me shouldn't I be feeling sorry for him, after all I was the one living, wasn't I?
Give up the ghost
Stop the haunting baby
"I'll leave you, professor!" Hagrid said.
I waited till he was gone before I throw my arms over the casket and wept.
"I can't hold on anymore Albus!" I whispered.
I felt a cold chill creep up behind me, that I knew oh to well.
"Are you ready to give up the ghost, Minerva!" Albus said softly.
I couldnt make make eye contract with him or I would never say yes. So I just nodded softly.
"I'll never stop loving you Albus!" I whispered.
"I'll never stop loving you either, Tabby!" Albus whispered
I keep going to the river to pray
'Cause I need something that can wash out the pain
And at most I'm sleeping all these demons away
But your ghost, the ghost of you
It keeps me awake
It been two months, the children were Home for summer now, and I hadn't seen Albus since his funereal.
"Hello Tabby, have you missed me?" A voice said I know too well.
I jumped up to see his ghost standing in front of me with a huge grin on his once handsome face.
"I gave you up. Albus, I gave you up!" I half screamed half cried.
He foated over to me as he nodded softly.
"that's the thing about giving one up, it has to work both ways. I couldn't give you up, Tabby!" Albus whispered.
I wanted so bad to kiss him, even though I know I couldn't. I smiled through my tears a bit bittersweet his ghost was here to stay for a little while longer.
Each time that I think you're gone
I turn around and you're creeping in
And I let you under my skin
Guess I love living in the sin
song is ghost by Ella Henderson
I keep going to the river to pray
'Cause I need something that can wash out the pain
And at most I'm sleeping all these demons away
But your ghost, the ghost of you
It keeps me awake
More nights than I care to admit I wake up in the middle of the night screaming his name, only to reassured he's gone by him not comforting me. I end up sleeping on his side of the bed to try and ease myself that He's still there, because some days he is. Some days I can see his ghost as plain as i can see my reflection in the mirror. I used to think I was going a bit mad, however these days I guess I miss him so much it became normalcy.
"Tabby, why are you awake?" He whispered.
He stood at the end of the bed with a rather concerned look on his face, well as concerned as a ghost could be.
"Because you won't let me sleep, Albus!" I mumbled
He folded his arms across his chest like a small child as he shook his head negatively.
"I am not. I just got here." Albus smiled.
I felt the tears begin to burn in my eyes as I looked up at him, part of me hoping he would disappeared even though I knew he wouldn't.
"Why can't you let me go, Albus?" I whispered.
He floated closer to me, almost close enough to reach out and touch me if he was able.
"Because you haven't let me go, Minerva." He whispered.
I wrapped my arms around myself as the tears began to flow freely. I couldn't let him go, how could I when even never even told me what he was doing? Hell he never even told me there was a risk, I couldn't let him go.
"I'm afraid I can't do that, Albus." I chocked out.
I was Minerva McGongall I didn't cry, I wasn't a crier but God I missed him, I needed him more than he knew.
"Than I'm afraid, you're stuck with my ghost, Minerva!" Albus said.
He floated back across the room as he looked at me with pity, gosh why was he feeling sorry for me shouldn't I be feeling sorry for him, after all I was the one living, wasn't I?
Give up the ghost
Stop the haunting baby
"I'll leave you, professor!" Hagrid said.
I waited till he was gone before I throw my arms over the casket and wept.
"I can't hold on anymore Albus!" I whispered.
I felt a cold chill creep up behind me, that I knew oh to well.
"Are you ready to give up the ghost, Minerva!" Albus said softly.
I couldnt make make eye contract with him or I would never say yes. So I just nodded softly.
"I'll never stop loving you Albus!" I whispered.
"I'll never stop loving you either, Tabby!" Albus whispered
I keep going to the river to pray
'Cause I need something that can wash out the pain
And at most I'm sleeping all these demons away
But your ghost, the ghost of you
It keeps me awake
It been two months, the children were Home for summer now, and I hadn't seen Albus since his funereal.
"Hello Tabby, have you missed me?" A voice said I know too well.
I jumped up to see his ghost standing in front of me with a huge grin on his once handsome face.
"I gave you up. Albus, I gave you up!" I half screamed half cried.
He foated over to me as he nodded softly.
"that's the thing about giving one up, it has to work both ways. I couldn't give you up, Tabby!" Albus whispered.
I wanted so bad to kiss him, even though I know I couldn't. I smiled through my tears a bit bittersweet his ghost was here to stay for a little while longer.
Each time that I think you're gone
I turn around and you're creeping in
And I let you under my skin
Guess I love living in the sin
just for that, I would give you cookies ;p
