Post by Ashlynn Minerva Rose on Nov 9, 2006 0:02:29 GMT -5
Title: Hurt
Summery: One-Shot Songfic to Christina Aguilera's Hurt. Minerva remembering her last moments with Albus before his death. MMAD Rated T, but it's more of a mature teen them, but not quite enough to be mature.
Disclaimer: Any Harry Potter nouns don't belong to me and this song also isn't mine. It's called "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera.
A/N: Okay. First of all, I know I need to update my fic Heart of Gold, but this just popped into my head and begged to be written. Second, this piece will probably have a better effect if you listen to the song with it.
I walked right out on him, leaving him all alone.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
He tried to explain to me; he tried to apologize, but I just ignored him. I should have listened; I should have comforted him, taking away his pain as I held him in my arms. I should have forgiven him for us not being as close as we should have been lately; I should have forgiven him for everything. I should have savored his voice, his touch. If only I'd known...
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there
I remember his face, the way it looked before I left our rooms. It was filled with anguish and sorrow and...something else. Regret? I'll never now. I had hurt him, and in the process, hurt myself.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
Now, I live everyday broken, my heart cracked in two, shattered to pieces. I rarely ever eat, or, for that matter, leave our chambers. I mostly just spend all day lying in bed next to where you used to lay, remembering you scent, your touch, your taste, just you. I don't want to talk to anyone, and I won't. I don't want to say goodbye. I just love you too much.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
What would you say if you knew I was living like this, in fear and sorrow? Would you comfort me, whispering soft words explaining what to do next? Are you up in heaven, looking down upon me right now? I would do anything just to hear your voice; I'd do anything to be able to look into you sparkling blue eyes as you looked back into my emerald ones.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
Sometimes, I think about stealing a time turner so I could go back in time, just so I can have one more day with you. So we could make love all day and all night; so I could feel your touch one last time. So I could feel your gentle caresses, feel you moving inside of me. Just so I can here those three words that mean so much. Oh, how I miss you.
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
Instead, I will have to deal with the pain, never being able to see taste you again. I have to live with the guilt that the last time we talked, I was yelling at you; that the last time I saw your face, hurt was written all over your face which, in turn, hurt me too.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
If only I'd known...
Summery: One-Shot Songfic to Christina Aguilera's Hurt. Minerva remembering her last moments with Albus before his death. MMAD Rated T, but it's more of a mature teen them, but not quite enough to be mature.
Disclaimer: Any Harry Potter nouns don't belong to me and this song also isn't mine. It's called "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera.
A/N: Okay. First of all, I know I need to update my fic Heart of Gold, but this just popped into my head and begged to be written. Second, this piece will probably have a better effect if you listen to the song with it.
I walked right out on him, leaving him all alone.
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
He tried to explain to me; he tried to apologize, but I just ignored him. I should have listened; I should have comforted him, taking away his pain as I held him in my arms. I should have forgiven him for us not being as close as we should have been lately; I should have forgiven him for everything. I should have savored his voice, his touch. If only I'd known...
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you
But I know you won't be there
I remember his face, the way it looked before I left our rooms. It was filled with anguish and sorrow and...something else. Regret? I'll never now. I had hurt him, and in the process, hurt myself.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
Now, I live everyday broken, my heart cracked in two, shattered to pieces. I rarely ever eat, or, for that matter, leave our chambers. I mostly just spend all day lying in bed next to where you used to lay, remembering you scent, your touch, your taste, just you. I don't want to talk to anyone, and I won't. I don't want to say goodbye. I just love you too much.
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
What would you say if you knew I was living like this, in fear and sorrow? Would you comfort me, whispering soft words explaining what to do next? Are you up in heaven, looking down upon me right now? I would do anything just to hear your voice; I'd do anything to be able to look into you sparkling blue eyes as you looked back into my emerald ones.
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
Sometimes, I think about stealing a time turner so I could go back in time, just so I can have one more day with you. So we could make love all day and all night; so I could feel your touch one last time. So I could feel your gentle caresses, feel you moving inside of me. Just so I can here those three words that mean so much. Oh, how I miss you.
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
Instead, I will have to deal with the pain, never being able to see taste you again. I have to live with the guilt that the last time we talked, I was yelling at you; that the last time I saw your face, hurt was written all over your face which, in turn, hurt me too.
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you
If only I'd known...
Very well written though. 
x
